Dear Heath,

it's the 22nd of the 1st month...

...my love remains the same.

every part of me is still missing you, wondering how you are and what you've been up to....

i find myself, after 4 years, still searching for the sound of your voice and the smile on your lips....

i cannot avoid feeling the pain all over again each time i see a picture of you....

the only thing that keeps me calm is the thought of you looking down upon us with a huge smile on your face...assuring us that every positive thought that crosses our minds during sad times, it's you, pushing us back up again.

visit me in my dreams again?

thank you.

love & missing you,

karenina

You have gone before I know you.You didn't wait to get to know you.Why did you do that?!Why so soon?!Actually your leaving made me rediscover you.To get to know you.To fall in love with you.Ironic,huh?
The more I was getting deeper in your beautiful restless soul,the more I was falling in love.I understood how close I feel you.Maybe because we are alike.
How many times in my thoughts I was going after you.How many times I wanted to leave too.It would be so simple.
But the choice is not mine.Other decides.
I am sure we will meet. Sometime.Somewhere.

We love you and miss you Heath. Four years have passed. The years have slipped by. I'll see you in my dreams.

Stars are stars because they're still shining accross the distance... the problem his you were more than a simple star, you were such a wonderful soul, that we all think about you as a very close friend who keeps an eye on us from above... It's not easy standing the distance between ourself and a person we love that much... In a world full of changes, nothing changes our love for you...

Can't believe it has been four years already.
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I miss you - still.

I wrote this on my blog a couple of days ago and feel I should post it here as well:

Heath. I don't even know where to begin.

I wish I'd known more about you when you were here with us. I wish I'd gone to meet you when I was in town while you were filming a movie. I wish I'd seen your amazing work on the big screen.

But most of all, I wish you were still here today.

I miss you, but I know that this isn't the end. I will meet you--someday, somewhere.

It just won't be here.

RIP, Heath Andrew Ledger. We all love and miss you.

Oh no, there I go again...

Haven't been on here for a while and logged in today to see such lovely posts. Sunday was so hard, four years and I still think about and miss him every day. You are always in my thoughts and heart Heath. Will miss you forever xxx

Miss your, well everything. Wish you were here Heath.