QUOTE(Angel37 @ Oct 19 2008, 08:07 PM)

I always love to see these types of pics, him looking relaxed and in his element. As time went on, you didn't see too many photos like this one. That really made it special when we did see one of him where he was just being Heath.

The thing is, he was
always just being Heath. Sometimes he had to hide himself a bit to keep what was his own, but no matter what the degree, he was always just Heath.
That's part of what made him so special. His purity. (I have never used that word in my entire life to refer to anyone. Just him. Because truly, that's what he was , in his truest form. . . always pure.)
QUOTE(tori2293 @ Oct 19 2008, 09:01 PM)

It's beautiful, but it's one of those things where I feel like I shouldn't be looking at it, but I also can't keep my eyes off it.. He looks very relaxed for getting a tattoo!
I understand perfectly, Tori... I have photos of Heath that I do not disseminate, because clearly they are private and do not belong to the public eyes... With this one, I did not hesitate because Heath clearly knew the photo was being taken; Scott was a close friend, and I know if Scott put it on his website, then he feels (or knows personally) that he has Heath's blessing. So with this photo, I'm certain that Heath is ok with it being seen...
The thing is, I believe that Heath was more comfortable with showing his personal vulnerability in November and December. He was ready, and allowed Vincent Fabruzzo to paint his portrait (a very revealing one), and I think he was comfortable with and allowed this photo with Scott, as well.
QUOTE(Maturnal Luv @ Oct 19 2008, 10:47 PM)

QUOTE(raychella @ Oct 19 2008, 08:57 AM)

Also on Scott Campbell's website is a photo of Lily Coles tattoo of the heart on her wrist!
Is that the heart that Heath drew and Scott copied and tattoed on Heath's friends at the memorial in LA?
Linda, it is a copy of the heart Heath drew on the back of a sheet of notes that Terry Gilliam's daughter had given (she is a producer on Parnassus). His Parnassus cast-mates got that heart copied somewhere on their bodies, but as far as I know it was just the Parnassus bunch who got that particular design . . . their own private signifier.
I don't know where Scott inked them: if it was in LA or NY. or even if Scott did all of them (although he may have). I do know he did Heath's family, and one of Heath's sisters has the lariat wrist tattoo now...
I wish I could have had Scott do mine, as I know for sure he would have understood the import and sacredness in a way that my original artist completely did not get (and even scoffed at/ my artist told me "Most people get inked to be cool like everyone else".

) No, he did not get it at all.
But I couldn't in all good conscience bother Scott at that time. He was probably inundated with people calling him, and people don't realize that this is intrusive and hurtful when you've lost someone you love. Scott is a friend of Heath's . . . this is not something he's doing lightly: it's with passion, love and emotion . . . and being hounded by fans, even those with good intentions, is not helpful but painful, even though the fans don't mean it to be.
He may feel that we have no right to have Heath's ink. Or to intrude on the mourning of Heath's loved ones. That's the reason I never contacted Scott, even after my original artist botched my lariat and I was hoping someone could correct it and make it right... My heart wanted Scott to do it, because I had been so disappointed in the lack of depth and understanding my artist had and I knew Scott could feel it . . . But I did not want to intrude on his grief or insinuate myself in a place I had no right to be.
QUOTE(springrose @ Oct 19 2008, 10:52 PM)

A year ago I would not have considered ever getting a tattoo... Now I might consider it if I'm inspired with something that feels right. It hasn't happened yet but I'm open to it...
I think Heath has given a whole new meaning to tattoos.
I had toyed with the idea for years. But I didn't want something trite and meaningless just to have one. It had to be "right". And it never was. There was never anything that really represented my real soul; no rose, heart, celtic symbol, butterfly or even cat, was really significant. I wish I could explain more what "right" means, but it's complicated to try to express...
After Heath passed I knew... I didn't actually even have a choice. I HAD to. I had to have the lariat and carry Heath with me, a daily reminder for the rest of my life. It wasn't about being "cool" or edgy, or what it showed or represented to anyone else. It was about holding on to someone, love, memory, permanence, and catharsis . . . and it was about so much more that I really can't express adequately.
Not that I could have forgotten Heath or his impact on me; He had touched me in so many ways. He touched both my heart and my body, and the ache of his loss is now as strong as my love for him. My heart is already marked; it will never forget and never be the same. This lariat is the mark for my body . . . a tangible physical representation of his effect on me.
The leaf that the second artist did for me is virtually identical to Heath's, but I really got it in an attempt to carry something that is accurate to something Heath had on his body . . . I got it because the lariat was not done correctly, the very aspects of the lariat's design that were so important to me, my original artist just refused to see them and it will never be Heath's lariat . . . yet it was the lariat wrist tattoo that mattered to my heart. It's the one that really meant what I needed it to mean. I wouldn't give it up for anything, and I'm glad to have it and Heath's name on my body. But there is a side of me that will always wish it were done correctly, and just like Heath's loss . . . it will never be right. Not even Scott could fix it.
I've gone and poured it out, again. I never know when this is going to happen . . . and then it just pours from me like a flood and I can't hold back the dam.
QUOTE(MissyLedger @ Oct 19 2008, 11:03 PM)

and a whole new meaning to hammer's

im tellin ya ill have to be held down and be on a knockin out pill the whole way through
ill be out for the count
LOL The hammer's the only thing you could use.

You're not allowed to be under the influence of anything (that they KNOW of

) while getting inked. The tattoo shops want to know you are making this life altering decision with a clear head...
. . . kinda like voting... although as with voting, I'm still certain some participants are drunk.