Hello there...foreverbroken...
Thank you so much for sharing....I just love that song...but I am not going to be able to watch it for right now...because latley, I have been crying very easily...whenever I hear those special songs that make me think of Heath... anything that reminds me of heathy...or all the pictures that I have on my computer...I really haven't been able to veiw them for very long at a time...My heart is still breaking...and I don't know if it will ever be the same....
His passing has been something that I have never, ever experienced in my life!!! and I really don't know how to explain myself or why...? It just is!
Now...I have to learn how to deal with it...I have my day dreams...and dreams at night, of us (Heath and I)...smiling and talking and walking and laughing...and eating...It is really something... that is hard to explain...and I have to pretty much keep it to myself...'cuz my family....(husband and kids & etc.) will think that I have lost it...I am crazy and obsessed...!! So around here, in these parts...I pretty much keep it all bottled in, to myself...I carry it with me...I carry Heath's heart with me, always....(becasue they all don't understand why...!)
So this is such heaven to me, to be able to come here to HH and find friends that do understand...that I can share myself with...!!!
so I thank you all...and thanks again for sharing with me, too...!!!
I have missed you...
It has just been hard for me to come here latlely...!!!
I have been out of touch for a little while...sorry...
Heidi Ho