I wanted to share my latest tribute to Heath with all of you. I have been having a really tough week and I wanted to sit down and put together a tribute that signified how I was feeling this week.

I had a dream last night about Heath and in the dream I was visiting him with my kids. We were friends and I was in from out of town and we were staying with him.

Unfortunately, my head put me in his apartment on the day he passed away. So I was watching all of the chaos unfold with my kids. It was horrible. When I woke up from it, I was in tears and my chest actually hurt.

I turned on my computer and put this together because I thought it might be a good way to give my feelings an outlet. I apologize in advance if it makes anyone teary, but I wanted to share it because it really turned out better than I thought it would.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgxI4I9kV7s

I am gonna try my best to keep this song in my mind until it finds a permanent place in my heart.
You really outdid yourself on this one - it watches more like something from heaven and speaks profoundly to my soul.
Thank you for sharing - it makes the load easier.

Wow.. that video says it all... It's so beautiful because it's straight from the heart...

Thanks, Rosa.

I had so much emotion running thru me when I made it this morning, I couldn't have made it any other way than from my heart.

I can imagine how you felt after that dream

And your tribute is beautiful, brought me to tears but what can I do.. maybe I should also learn to make these videos, they´re beautiful and with pouring emotions into them, it probably has therapeutical effect too. I sometimes just dont know what to do with my sadness, I dont wanna feel depressed but i can´t help myself. Im not feeling sad all the time, absolutely not, I can be very happy and carefree, but the cruel fact that this beautiful person is gone forever just gets me really down He has been in my mind (or the corner of my mind) every day, since that ssssstupid dark, damp and cold wednesday morning six months ago.. Although I do feel a little better than couple of months ago, its still so hard to come to terms with it..

Doing these does help. It gave me a huge outlet for my grief. I have been doing a lot of them because I have been having a hard time lately, but I always feel better after I do one.

That was the first really bad dream I have had about Heath's death since it happened. Up until now pretty much all my dreams with him left me feeling good when I woke up. This one was just awful and I hope to God I don't ever have another one like it. I am still recovering from it.

I hardly know what to type. That was so beautiful. I hadn't heard that song in a very long time. It was perfect. I just can't believe that we can all still miss him so very much. What an extrordinary man.

I'm speachless. This song have been an important part of my life years ago. I always cry when i hear that because have a special meaning for me. Now, after seeing your video i was crying again not for the past, but because you have change the meaning now.

You know what? I really feel what you have been feeling when you're making this video tribute, and i found it so wonderfull, my words can't express how much i like it. Thank you so much for this one.

Awww.....you're welcome, Laurence.