heath,

i miss you. so much. and the pain doesn't go away, ever. every night i cry, and i miss you even more. people think i'm crazy but i know i'm not, im just grieving. here's a little something i wrote.

i'm ready to fly,
i don't want to say goodbye.
i won't forget,
and i'm not done crying, not yet.
you're still here everyday,
and that's why i say,
i love you. i miss you. goodbye.

<3

That's beautiful anja

Thank you so much.

I'm really glad that I have this site to get things off my chest, you know?

sorry i forgot to add my name to that last post.

Hello Anja,

Nice that you joined the "onion club". No serious, welcome and we hope that you feel at home here. We all do, we can express our true feelings and we don't think of someone as a stupid cow, because she's grieving over someone she or he has lost and never met.

We are all here for the same reason, we are all hurt by the unfortunate event that took place on the 22 Jan. and we lost a beautiful and special soul.

Priscilla

Awwww.....we all know how you feel, Anja. We are all going through the same thing and I am sure we all agree, if you need a shoulder, we are all here. Right guys???

Thanks, everyone.

I guess I'm doing a little better, have been able to keep my composure a lot better. I guess some part of me thinks that if I don't cry for him once in a while, I'm betraying his memory. So I do.

How is everyone else doing ?

Had kind of a bad day today. Some days are better than others, but I am getting there.

Still miss him like crazy though.

^ Me too.

same here i have my good and bad days

today is a bad day for me